Mental Contradiction




Why is it that I don't believe in God and inner-spirits and the afterlife and yet I believe, with a blind burning passion, naive, yes, but still incredibly true, in an alternate universe and magical abilities and other creatures and beings?



Why is it that I believe in magic and not in faith?

Just another wierd day...

Today as I woke up I had a moment of enlightment insanity (I seem to be having a little too many of these moments). Sleepyheaded, I walked to the bathroom and rumaged through the drawers until I found that small dusty blood red vial. Grabbing my mp3 I put the music on high and began - to paint my nails!
I still don't know what got into me, even my mom and sis looked at me like I was possessed. But I have to say they don't look that bad, even though it was my first time painting them, they just make me more self-consciousness of my hands.

What can I say

I loved this song the moment I heard it. His voice is amazing! However I warn you before hand, those who don't like screaming just read the lyrics of the song. For the curious ones just skip the screaming part, and for those who like heavy rock you're gonna love this band!! 

Lyrics:
I try to be all that you need
Try not ever let you down
still I can see it in your eyes
Not good enough

This time I believed that I really could change
I gave it all
This time I really gave my everything.
I guess I was wrong
I guess I was wrong

What can I say, What can I do
This is who I am and I am hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
I'm hurting you

I try hard only to be here
You always wanted in life
Still I just bring you misery
What did I do

This time I believed in you were mine
When I gave it all
This time I can see it all perfectly,
I guess I was wrong
I guess I was wrong

What can I say, what can I do
This is who I am and I am hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you

Without you I keep crying
With you I am just hurting you
Without you I am dying
With you I am tearing your heart

Without you I am crying
Without you I am dying

What can I say, What can I do
This is who I am and I'm hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
I'm hurting you

"What can I say"
Dead by April

Sagittarius

Strength: Independence

Weakness: Unemotional

Independence:
Independence is a Sagittarius' principle, they crave adventure and excitement and welcome change with open arms. Sagittarius is a sign of the philosopher and the explorer. They will go as far as the road will go and explore every corner thoroughly in their ever eternal search for wisdom. Freedom is so important to Sagittarius that they will actually make decisions based on the amount of freedom that is given, as a result, sometimes a good opportunity is turned down because of it's high commitment need.

Friendship:
Sagittarius make excellent friends because of their encouraging, positive nature and their kind heart that will do anything to make sure the friend is happy. They do not expect favors in return, their kindness is selfless. They do not interfere with other people's plans and they are never possessive or jealous. Sagittarius are excellent conversationalists with a good sense of humor, sometimes their humor is the raw truth, but these people speak their mind and don't hold anything back. Sagittarius do not like mind games, it holds them back trying to figure out what is meant, they like straightforwardness and expect it in return. They never hide anything. Sagittarius are very likeable people. The only people that might not get along with them are people that live by a daily agenda with a highly structured, organized life. They are likely to always be running late and miss a date. But this only happens because they are so forward thinking that they forget about the present. Tolerance is required, Sagittarius does not do these things on purpose, this is just who they are.

Business:
Sagittarius are born entertainers and conversationalists. They have no shortage of ideas due to their adventurous lifestyle and exciting life experiences. They make excellent storytellers, comedians, writers, philosophers and actors to name a few. Basically Sagittarius are suited to anything as long as it does not tie them down with too much commitment. They like to make the world a better place and a career that will do that is suited for Sagittarius. They do not however like the fine details and mundane day to day routine. They perform very well in business matters but they are at their best when it comes down to all or nothing, and there is a great deal at stake, they can get anything done. Crisis brings out the best in Sagittarius, they perform their best under pressure.

Temperament:
Sagittarius are not emotional moody people, in fact they can be downright emotionally detached but they do get irritable when they are bored. Sagittarius is optimistic and positive because they believe that no matter what has happened, something good is always around the corner and the sun will always shine again.

Deep inside:
Sagittarius are a well adjusted people with no emotional problems holding them back. They just want to explore the world and not fret about emotions and feelings. Others may be hurt by their lack of commitment but they don't care, that's not why they are on this planet. They are here to gain wisdom, learn and explore. Sagittarius have problems finishing some projects they started if it takes too long. This is not because of laziness, Sagittarius are far from lazy but this motivation to move on is due to their hatred of boredom. Boredom is their fear and instead of facing it, they will get up and leave in search of something more stimulating. Sagittarius are not emotional people but they are easily hurt by a careless selfish action. They don't dwell on hurt because it's a waste of their energy.

In a Nutshell:
Sagittarius seem to be guided by luck. Good things happen to Sagittarius and this is usually because of their optimistic outlook and positive disposition which attracts good fortune. Sagittarius have a vibrant, expansive personality that is free like a bird and can't be contained. They are full of curiosity and they always look forward to the future, never dwelling on the past. Sagittarius are detached from emotion because emotions hold people back. They do not like to talk about their feelings, they simply experience them and move on. Sagittarius can be reckless and irresponsible because they will jump at suggestions of something new before they weigh the advantages and disadvantages.

What it's like to Date a Sagittarius Woman:
She has a great attitude and always seems to be on the go. Sagittarius women is for the man with lots of energy and creativity. She likes unconventionality and change, so whisk her away last second to somewhere unplanned and uncharted and she will remember you forever. Be her friend, she does not take love to seriously anyway, if you are her companion, love will blossom after that. Let her have her freedom, flirt with her and take the relationship slowly, do not rush her. Be truthful, genuine, positive and adventurous and never play mind games. The lucky man will not only have a wonderfull fun relationship but an adventurous companion as well.

How to attract a Sagittarius:
Talk to them, ask them questions about themselves, share stories, make them laugh, but do not pry into intimate details about their life. Keep your emotional distance. Suggest an outdoor date, something wild and wacky because they love activities. These are the easiest people to get a dtae with but beware for they are the biggest commitment phobes of all the Zodiac signs.


Read about your sign at:
http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/zodiac-signs/sagittarius.htm
And find out if it's true for you... ^.^