11 Eyes

Information
Type: TV
Episodes: 12
Status: Finished Airing
Genres: Action, Ecchi, Supernatural
Duration: 25 min. per episode
Rating: R - 17+ (violence & profanity)



After losing his sister by suicide five years ago, Satsuki Kakeru led a vacant life, only able to return to his normal days with help from his childhood friend Minase Yuka and other friends at school.

Suddenly one day, the sky turns red and the moon turns black. Everyone besides Kakeru and Yuka disappears and monsters start roaming the streets. All that they were able to do was just to run away and hide. After a while, the world returns to normal. But just when they thought everything was a dream, the Red Night occurs again. Kakeru and Yuka manage to find four more humans who are involved in this mysterious phenomenon: Kusakabe Misuzu, a red-haired onmyouji swordswoman, Tachibana Kukuri, a strange mute girl who looks like Kakeru's deceased sister, Hirohara Yukiko, a lively young girl who reverts to the personality of a cold killer when her glasses are removed, and Tajima Takahisa, a young pyrokineticist.

In order to survive and escape from Red Night, they must fight against Dark Spirits (Ralva) and Black Nights.

Scream!

How can she say those things?! After everything that's happened, after all the bullshit we had to put up with, all the lies we had to swallow, the hell we had to live in and she still doesn't get it?!!

When will she open her eyes and stop saying things that don't just make sense anymore? When will she realize that by saying those barbarities she is only hurting those who care about her and worse of all - herself?

After all the shit that we went through the last thing she owes is an explanation! When it's about me, the last thing she needs to worry about are what others will think!!

Yet in my anger my words hurt her. I was unnecessarily selfish, harsh, rude...

I feel so miserable, sick, unhuman...

I'm shaking in anger yet tears keep fall down my face...

Spring... And after that...

- Today is the start of spring!

- O_O   Really?? ...oh no, here comes the heat waves from hell... Goodbye wind, my friend. You're already leaving...

- Lol. yes, heat! =)

- No...

- Yes, SUN! Beach, pool, short sleeves, shorts, sandles...

- No! Beach, tops, shorts, skirts, sand, SUN!!!

- YEEESSSS!!! =P

- NOOOO!!!! --'

- YES! The summer is great and everyone is happier.

- And more lazy!

- No they're not... =P

Why do people like to bake in the sun? Are they plants? No. So I don't get it... The shade, the cold, the snow, the rain, the wind, they're far better...aren't they?

Maybe it's just me...

A hole in my chest

After I finished reading the message I was stunned. Everything around me dissapeared as I looked down at those little black letters, each word a stab at the heart until the pain was so much that I didn't feel it anymore. I felt nothing.

That's when it surfaced. That beast I keep caged up inside myself - Anger...

Through my rage I sent a reply, short meaningful words. It was the most honest thing I've said so far, something that even I had admitted to myself even though I hated it. In return I receive another that stung even more then before. Even the beast cowered away back into its cage. Fear, doubt, they all came back. I wanted to cry but for some reason I couldn't. Maybe I ran out of tears...

Friendship

Today someone showed me what that really meant...

Thanks Matt

How I always feel...

Broken heart

One more time

Pick yourself up

Why even cry?

Broken pieces

In your hands

Wonder how you'll make it whole

You know

You pray

This can't be the way

You cry

You say

Something's gotta change

And mend this porcelain heart

Of mine

Someone said

A broken heart

Would sting at first

Then make you stronger

Wonder why this pain remains

Were hearts made whole just to break?

You know

You pray

This can't be the way

You cry

You say

Something's gotta change

And mend this porcelain heart

Of mine

"Porcelain Heart"

Barlow Girls

Why?

Lies
Selfishness
Hypocrisy
Indifference

Why must humanity be this way, when there are so many that strive against it?

Miscalculation

I thought I had more time... I was wrong. I thought we could stand it just a bit further...I was wrong.

"That's it! I've had enough! That was the last straw! I'm calling Marlene and I'm leaving this easter! No one gives a damn about me then I'll have to do something about my life."

The moment she said those words my heart fell to my feet. I knew she wasn't just bluffing, I saw it in her eyes, and that hurt me even more then what she said.
A part of me wanted her to go. She desrved better then this, then any of it. She desrved to have a life she was worthy of. But another part of me - a selfish part - wanted her to stay. She was one of the two people in my life that made me go on, struggle through this hell I've been forced to live in.

When one of the only two supporting beams of your life was about to crumble, would you still have the strenght to go on? Would the last beam be able to hold or would it, like it's brethren, fall into the darkness?

For the first time in my life I don't know what to do. Every strategy thought out had not counted on this move. Now all the pieces upon the board seemed misplaced, wrong...

 Could the battle still be won? Can I still make it?