Scream!

How can she say those things?! After everything that's happened, after all the bullshit we had to put up with, all the lies we had to swallow, the hell we had to live in and she still doesn't get it?!!

When will she open her eyes and stop saying things that don't just make sense anymore? When will she realize that by saying those barbarities she is only hurting those who care about her and worse of all - herself?

After all the shit that we went through the last thing she owes is an explanation! When it's about me, the last thing she needs to worry about are what others will think!!

Yet in my anger my words hurt her. I was unnecessarily selfish, harsh, rude...

I feel so miserable, sick, unhuman...

I'm shaking in anger yet tears keep fall down my face...