When I saw the first Hunger Games movie I didn't really think much of it. It was an alright movie - followed the book in all the correct ways. Yet I didn't think that it was all that!
However, when my co-worker invited me to see the second Hunger Games, I accepted only because I was curious of how they were going to portray the rebellion against the capital and the fight of the quarter quail, rather then the story itself - because I already knew what to expect from both the books and the first movie...
As I sat down in the theater and the movie began to play, I came to realize...
I was so wrong
The movie was amazing! Well produced, the actors were amazing!, the settings were beautiful...It was packed full of action, suspension, mystery, a tad bit of romance and humor - but not overwhelming to the point of seeming surreal - It kept me off my seat and bitting my fingernails the entire time.
This movie was waybetter then the first one, by far!
Yesterday was my mother's birthday, so me and my sister gave her a surprise gift. We bought some tickets online for Broadway Musical Annie and, although we arrived a few minutes late, the show was AMAZING! The music was so powerful that I cried like a newbie at an opera.
After the musical, we all walked around time square just admiring the lights and sounds of New York. We saw people dressed like Iron Man, Spider Man, Hello Kitty, Elmo and the Cookie Monster, a Man in a speedo...-.-' We had lunch at Bubba Gump's Shrimp Co. Restaurant (in honor of Forest Gump, the movie), and had a tea and chocolate cake at an italian library cafe.
Furious. Hurt. Used. Embaressed. Betrayed... Do you have any idea how you made me feel just now? Everytime I think you're back to being the person I remember, you go and tear my heart to peices once again. I have cried over you, blamed you, yelled at you, but no matter what me or mom say or do, we're just a nuisance to you and that is the most hurtful of all. There was only one person that made me feel this insignifacant- and never, in my life, did I think you would ever be so cruel as to treat me the same way. We are your family and we deserve the respect and love I know you have somewhere. You think we don't deserve explanations and you have no respect for what any of us say or do - the truth is you don't give a sh#t about us anymore. I understand you want to live your life on your own but treating us bellow dirt, us - the very people who love you the most - is the meanest thing you could ever do to us...
Yet the worst part is that I realize that I'm the moronic stupid gigantic ass in all of this, because I love you so much that I will always end up swallowing my pride and giving in to every sugar coated lie that comes out of your mouth. I'm the idiot, because I never learn, because I prefer to suffer every painful insult or disrespect you toss my way for the sake of being with the old you for as long as you're here.
There's a pain in my chest that hurts so much that I'm using everything I have to stop myself from crying. I painful black whole that is eating away at me from the inside. All the pain, hurt, anger - all turn to a throdding numbness that weighs my chest and won't go away. i hate bearing grudges and I know I will ultimately forgive you, like I always do. Although I will forgive, I will never forget this. You made me feel like dirt, like garbage, like something that simly exists. You no longer, trust me, you no longer confide in me, you're no longer honest with me, you no longer care about me...
You said you'd never change, you'd never be like him...
I wonder when it was that you broke that promise...
