Waking up, I feel strange. Tired, dull, careless, indiferent...I'm not myself. I feel numb to the world, sleeping although awake, dead to all those around me. Nothing else exists anymore. Time passes by, unchanged, normal, meaningless, unreal...
It all feels like a dream. I want to wake up...
I never new we were this 'one' with each other. I thought of it, but never was it proven. These words sound fimilliar, was it a week ago I wrote practicaly the same thing word to word, but how could you have known? I never showed it to anyone, locked under key, hidden a a million miles away from you.
ReplyDeleteAt least now I'll search for another in the hazy world of the unfeeling.
oxoxo Aishteiru!