Miscalculation

I thought I had more time... I was wrong. I thought we could stand it just a bit further...I was wrong.

"That's it! I've had enough! That was the last straw! I'm calling Marlene and I'm leaving this easter! No one gives a damn about me then I'll have to do something about my life."

The moment she said those words my heart fell to my feet. I knew she wasn't just bluffing, I saw it in her eyes, and that hurt me even more then what she said.
A part of me wanted her to go. She desrved better then this, then any of it. She desrved to have a life she was worthy of. But another part of me - a selfish part - wanted her to stay. She was one of the two people in my life that made me go on, struggle through this hell I've been forced to live in.

When one of the only two supporting beams of your life was about to crumble, would you still have the strenght to go on? Would the last beam be able to hold or would it, like it's brethren, fall into the darkness?

For the first time in my life I don't know what to do. Every strategy thought out had not counted on this move. Now all the pieces upon the board seemed misplaced, wrong...


 Could the battle still be won? Can I still make it?

1 comment:

  1. Yup
    No teu tabuleiro uma nova sequência de jogadas se mostrará, iluminando o teu futuro.
    As oportunidades surgem e vais aproveitar cada uma delas.
    bjs

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