Honesty

- (...)

- Why?

- I'm just tired of this. All of it. Of my school, of home... of my entire life basically. I'm simply not intressted in anything. Just those little things like seeing movies on the big screen or spending time with your friends and having a good laugh is what makes my days worth while but other then that there just isn't anything else worth while. Many have already told me that I'm really stupid for thinking this way, but it's just the way I am.

- I know what you mean.

- I'm sorry for this wandering babble. It's just been choking me for a while...

- It's alright. You should do it more often. Keeping it in will only make you worse.

- Yeah, but I'm one of those people that keep everything inside and when it has to burst then I hold it in firmly untill I'm alone because I don't want to see eveyone around me sad because of it. I perfer to suffer in silence then see their pity.
- I know the feeling. I'm also like that. Sometimes it's not like I don't want to talk it's just that I can't.
- Yep. That I understand perfectly. I've already been told many times to talk to someone and get it off my chest but it's not that I don't trust them it's just that I can't bring myself to do it. And its hard as hell to explain this to people! They just don't seem to get it.
- You always have that little voice in the back of your head telling you to be carefull with what you say...
- Or not to say anything at all. (...) I can tell you intimate details of everyone I know but of my life no one knows. I prefer to keep them to myself then having others hear things that may hurt them. (...)