I don't know anymore. I feel more miserable then I was expecting. Its all far more painful then I thought. Severeal people say what I'm doing is wrong and as the time passes and I see the changes I slowly come to realize that maybe they're right. I thought that if I silently ditached myself from them then it would hurt far less in the future but the smallest details that I miss throughtout the day makes it hurt far more. It feels like I don't belong anymore, like I'm just someone who happens to be with them because I don't know anyone else.
Yet this was all my doing. I chose for it to be this way... Then why I'm I starting to regret it?
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