Gone

I couldn't believe it. I kept looking at the screen and it kept telling me the same thing, over and over...

"File Not Found"

All the hard work, all the late hours, all the headaches... everything gone. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I punched the walls. This can not be happening!!!!!!  I was so angry at myself, at the computer, at everything because it all seemed to take the day to be against me! One of the most important things in my life dissapeared as if it never existed and it's like it took part of me with it. I know it was just a story, but it was MY story, my make believe world that helped me excape from this hell hole of a life I've been living. I still don't know why I'm so rattled up about it. I can write it again (even though it won't be the same thing)... I guess it was just that I was so excited to show everyone because it was the best thing I've written so far, and now... it's gone.

In the end all I could say was:

F###!!!!!