Today I'm just in one of those days that I simply don't know, don't care, don't understand.
On those days I'm better off being alone until I can sort things out, but because I couldn't keep my mouth shut I ended up taking it out on a very good friend of mine who was only trying to make me feel better. I apologized many times but he kept telling me there was no need, that he know's that I didn't mean it. But still, the feeling of guilt after you've said them doesn't go away just like that. It sinks in because you then realize that you actually have a friend who cares.
At times like these I don't know what to do, or what to say. On days like this I just wish that I didn't exist because I feel nothing, do nothing...am nothing....
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